Whats been going on!

Well...Lets start with Ray and I are having another baby. Yea Due Jan 20th 2010. Were excited and so is Tesla. She loves babies and cant wait till she has a brother or sister. Were not finding out what were having until the end so it will be a surprise. Yeah! Well right now im not working and its driving me crazy I got laid off from Crest in June and Im still pissed about it. They laid me off by lieing to me and that made me very upset. Ive been looking for work sense but there nothing out there. I cant find a freaking job. And then to top it off my dad took my car I loved so much so now im jobless and carless. Nice isnt it. Its like this year Im just heading to hell. So I hope that next year is alot better. I really am stressed out with not having a job and no money cause Christmas is coming up and Im broke. Im really sick of living like this. Ray does his best. And hes a great dad. Were trying to make us work. Ray cheated on me in June and that really hurt me plus it stuck in my head so now I have trust problems with him. But who wouldnt right. Im trying to give him a second chance and get over it but its hard. Were both not perfect. So we both have stuff to work on. Well other than all that drama and horrible crap Telsa is getting big, shes 20 months old. She talks like crazy and tries to use the pottey. Shes very smart and fun to be around. She does have a spicy additude tho.HAHA But thats ok cause I still love her. Thats pretty much everything.