Tuesday, March 24, 2009

HAHAHA Get this

So Ravon and I are having alot of problems as most of you all know. Well Im moving out the end of the month to go live with my mom until I get my own place. Im really not sure if we will get back together in the long run. Right now I can tell you we wont. Alot has happened in the last few weeks that have changed my mind about him. Well so now he is going to see his kids that live in OK, and he wants to take Tesla... WHO WILL BE ONE TOMORROW.... YUPPIE... With him. I told him no and now he is way pissed at me. I dont think she needs to go to a place she wont even remember and pluss she gets freaked out easy and I dont want her to be scared the whole time. Now maybe if I was going but Im not. I just have a bad feeling and im not letting her go. Am I wrong or crazy. I know hes a good dad and all but shes just to small. I dont know what to think. But I do know that my daughter means the world to me and Im not ganna have her away from me and being scared. I would wont to be there with her so she knows shes safe.

Friday, March 6, 2009

UGH Ray got laid off today

So, Ray got laid off today...It happens! They told him " Well care is loosing money so were closing down, Dont come in monday"! And they laid everyone off also so it wasnt just Ray. OH goodness. Well any who... Thats not stoping me from going on my trip to Virginia. I need a vacation.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

IM LOOSING WEIGHT

Hey so remember how Im trying to loose weight? Well its working. Ive been working out everyday. And I have lost 17 lbs and 4 inches around my waste. Ive been also working out on my WII FIT and let me tell you... it works. I wanted to look good my the summer. But now Im making me a goal to look good by April. I would like to loose about 13 more pounds and I know that if I keep doing a good job with my working out everday and eating better than I can do it! Im so excited. And the more it starts to show that Im loosing weight and the more my body changes makes me want to work harder for my goal. I can tell when I look in the mirror now that my tummy is smaller and my arms are also. And also when I put on my pants there getting baggy and I have to tighten my belt more. Its such a GREAT feeling. Will see if I reach my goal by April. I would like to be 170-175 by then. Wish me luck!